Here is an extract from Dilbert's book.

TYPES OF CRITICS
1. Pple who reflexively critisize any idea (contrarians)
2. Pple who enjoy making you suffer (sadists)
3. Ppe who are angry for no good reason (nuts)
4. Pple with valid critisims (bastards)

I was about to put that fat mean Garfield's name aka Grace(which her name contradicts her..I wonder who the hell gave her that name) all of the above,but I thought she just belong to the 'bastards' group.
But again...I think it is replaced by,still,all of the above.

And today I finally decided to call in sick because I knew I wont be able to stand her at work.And really,I feel so tired upon waking up in the early morn.I can hardly crack open my eyes.

I dunno manm.Maybe I am really a mental weakling.But I cant stand myself being so demoralized,inconfident,sick and really sick of work.I mean how long can you stand it when you goes to sleep and wake up to work with a heavy heart.You dont even feel peace when you are sleeping.

I used to be confident of myself.You see that there is so much difference b/w me at work and me at weekends.Of coz Jason only sees me during weekends.
The weekend Mich is so confident and really just thinks she looks good.But unfortunately the rest of the 5 days are the so inconfident,meek,pale looking,get screwed at work and so jaded Mich,who cant bear to look at herself at the mirror.

Just yesterday when everything was fine till 5.30pm strikes.I should be heading home when that argh.creep..decides to slam at me.

1)
CreeP:"you done the 3 persons with the MBMF adjustments already?"
me:"um..no,perhaps you would like to teach me how?"
WHEN REALLY,I DUNNO HOW TO?she just blardly told me that these 3 persons need manual adjustments.
CreeP:"den you tell me you finish doing ur payroll summary already"
me:"$%$#%%^"(in silence)


2)
CreeP:"You think your file is presentable anot?"
me:"?Huh..my file?"
Went over to take a look at my payroll summary and really..it is just perfectly some borders lines only.
me:"#$%@%$"(in silence)

3)
CreeP:"Can you find Loo Yee Pui's employment letter?Should be in the dec file."
Bends down and digs all the misplaced,unorganized file left behind by my holy damner predecessor.,when my sprained back is hurting.
Found and gave it to her..
CreeP:"not this one.There should be another one coz her salary now is $1.2k."

Infact all along it is been key as $ 1.2k,when the employment letter states other wise.I mean,how should I know?I already try searching every files that I can what!

ME:"I really cannot find any other employment letter"
CreeP:"can you search through thoroughly?"
Me:$#@%#$ Search yourself la,fat skull!(in slience)

Me:"Infact I think right from the start her salary is being key as 1.2k"
CreeP:"So?"

This is really so ..FUCKING annoying,and it is already 6 plus,i have got a class to rush to.
At that point of time,I really feel like slamming the whole file to her head and wonder if she will feel any pain,coz she is like..what fat clogging walking creature?!

So I dutifully carry the december file to her and told her I cant find and maybe she would like to search herself.And quickly pack my bag and leave the office,while she went to the manager's room.
FUCKER!

If Eunice along isnt annoying enough,I tell you,Grace could be the limit most of the times.
If this is what I have to stand every month end,she wont be the only one going berserk!

So this morning when my will is strong enough of not gg to work,I called her and told her i am taking MC today.See,this is the extend of how much i hate work.I rather sacrifies one day of pay plus on my own exp of medical fees than to sit in for that 8 hours tolerating her shit,ok,I mean dung!That is what animals produces,isnt it?

And yes,I asked her over the phone if there is anything wrong with my work yesterday.I was somewhat 70% confident coz it seems that is no figures mistakes at all!I checked through say 5-6 times before giving it to her.
CreeP:"um..nvm,i will show you tml."
me:"(troubles...)"

I dunno,man.Cant they blardly hell accept the fact that I REALLY HAVE NO EXPIRIENCES in payrolling and what the F they want with me?
I am really sick and sick and sick that i have to be so mellow and tame and gets all the dung that they gave.As if I am the only one that is NOT QUALIFIED to have any attitude there.

If work is the only source of my woes,this could be the end of story.
It seems that my family,ok,at least my own financial contributes to the minor side.
My dad aint working and has been taking money from my lil left float to kinda..support his daily expenses.And now..it is really gg dry.
Oh please,I do not blame or is getting angry over it.At least he tells me and I understand.
But I am always a lil sensitive when it comes to my money that I scrimps for.
Esp when I am hanging in there dry,it kinda hurts to see my only float gg dry.
Left a pathetic of 9 $2 notes.

Sigh..Why is life so ...DULL and dark for me right now!
WAHT HAPPEN AND FUCK YOU,I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!!

If you find this blog too vulgur,just piss off~You dont wanna step into my fucker's list,really.

-@- feeling really diabolic now.